| Lucy spent most of the day soaking -- her only form of solace. |
And then that leaves me.
Each night I wake up several times during the evening hours and spend that time cleaning up vomit, changing sheets, holding back hair, reassuring and rubbing backs. I sit here wondering if perhaps because I am the caregiver, I have been given some kind of pass... it just doesn't make sense that I am on the front lines for the past few days doing the dirty work, and yet I have not succumb. And now that I think about it, this isn't the first time that this has happened. Believe me I am not complaining (and am actually counting on getting sick now that I put this thought into writing.) but I do really wonder if Heavenly Father sometimes gives caregivers some special blessings. If we act in faith, he will bless us with what we stand in need of. I know he is always aware of me, (and of each of us!) and only gives us what we can handle. I am so thankful for that.
It has been a tough week. I hope everyone is on the mend and you do not get it.
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